ehh Monday Again...

Oh Monday rolls around again.

I hate mondays.

Like Despise.

It always feels like the weekends are never long enough. Do you feel like that? We work such a Hard Long week and then to have a measley 2 and 1/2 days off. We need to adapt the European way and focus on relaxing and spending time just sitting, sipping a hot cup of coffee and just breathing in the fresh air. That would totally be the life.

Anyways, Poor lil Kam has a runny nose. And she just hates for me to wipe it. Im like ok fine have snot all over your face all day. Gotta love her. She started this new cry. She doesnt sound like a newborn anymore. She does this poor little pathetic whining thing. And if shes asleep and she starts getting upset she starts whining for a bottle and will not even open her eyes. So funny.I mean I could even change her diaper and she will not open her eyes..lol. She has also started scooting around. She hasnt really been interested in tryin to put her knees up to much but she can get around just by rolling and scooting. And she will scoot her way right to Snickers! She just loves that cat. If it moves she will crack up. I dont get what is so funny. I would love to know what goes on in her head** you know.
We had family over on Friday and she is starting to get attatched to us I think. I tried to let her sit with my cousin Nick and she had this terrifed look on her face, then to my grandma and she started crying. As soon as i took her she was fine and just smiling away! Makes me feel so good but I dont want her to be too attatched. My mom had that problem with me when I was young and put me in a day care class and NOW look at me. My mom always says she wish she wouldnt had bc "i am too independent now"...

Anways I am STARVING and on a diet. Not a good combo. And at work they brought us Pizza....greattt..

No Rest Time For Us Mommies*

So, this is my first blog so please bare with me.

Bojan: "I am not cleaning anymore. It is your Job!"

allison: "ahhhh what!?"

So as a new mother and a new wife all within monthes period of time there is aLOT to learn. Not just of the new baby that God has put in our lives but of each other as well. If you dont know myself and my husband Bojan, then I dont even know where to start! LOL

A little History to catch you up...

We met in Europe in August of 2008 through my friend and his cousin Gina. It was love at first sight. Or was it lust! haha. I returned to US few weeks later and my heart was in so much pain. I had to return to be with him. So I did. I sold everything I owned, packed my bags and flew to Croatia. IT was AMAZING! Never have I done something like this in my life. I knew I alawys wanted to go to Europe and I wanted to marry a European guy. But never in my dreams did i think it would really happen, especially at my age of 21 at the time. He showed me things I have never seen or even knew existed before! Europe was beautiful!

So couple weeks later, yeah i said weeks, I became pregnant with our precious baby Kameron! The most beautfiul human being I have ever seen. So now we are here living in the United States. Our new little family.

So I have pretty much been independent women my whole life. So now to have to think of not just myself but my baby girl and my husband when I do anything is so hard!! I mean i pretty much feel I have to ask and let them know when I have to pee. So that has been a battle for me.

Next when I come home from work I am so tired and want to relax. But no more. Have to make dinner not just for me but my husband and my baby. I am not complaining! Do not get me wrong. I love them both more than anyone will ever know. But from being a crazy 21 year old to a mom and wife all within one year has its challenges.

One night I was sitting relaxing and playing with my beautiful girl and my husband turned to me and said, " I am not cleaning all the time anymore. It is not my job. It is your job" .....WTF..... Pardon my language. He said what???? Oh hell naw! lol. That was a huge challenge for us. Where his culture was for women to be in the kitchen, raise the kids and clean the house all day. Then here in the U.S, us women have all these amazing oppurtunities right in front of us. No longer are we just mommy and house cleaner, but we are presidents, business owners, and bosses! So I just had to explain that to him. And it is still a challenge for us daily. But he is learning more and more about my culture and I am learning his as well.

Just another speed bump but we got through it!

Thank you so much for reading. I really want this blog to be for us new mothers and new wifes to have a time to vent and ask each other questions and advice.